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Thursday, January 9, 2014

How Do You Think?

This is not a 'electrical signals travel up and down your body in the nervous system' type of explanation. Instead, I'm going to focus on what we feel or do when we think. Like how do we perceive the action of thinking as. Confused? I am too.

So let's start with the question above, what do we do when we think? I'm not sure if it's the same for all people, so I'm just going to focus on my way of thinking. Keep in mind that my way of thinking may differ from yours; this does not mean your way is unnatural or weird, if anything it probably makes you more normal since I am an abnormal person.

When I think I have this two, or more, voices in my head. They converse with  each other and pretty much talk about everything there is to talk about. Or if there's a decision to make then they debate instead of conversing. They are exact opposites, and will argue about anything until one of them gains the upper-hand or they come to a compromise.

Then there's me, or the part that I feel is me. Me is the passive observer, whichever one wins the debate me acts that decision out. Me is like an extension of the two voices. The machine controlled by two voices. Think about me like a Titan with the two voices as the Princeps.

Although sometimes one of the two voices feels like me, like I'm conversing with the other voice instead of just hearing the two voices talk. So you can say when that happens I become one of the voices. How do I judge if me had become one of the voices? I don't know it's sort of complicated, I suppose it's just whichever one feels the most normal for me in the context of whatever we were discussing.

When the two voices reach a decision I become the extension of their will, their hand to their minds. I find this fact to be quite hilarious since probably the two voices were actually the actual extension of me. So quite possibly I invented these two 'tools' to help me think, not the other way around. But either way this is the way I think, make decisions, and keep myself entertained.

So you might say that I have a multiple personality disorder, but the thing is that I only do this inside my head. I don't know any other way to think, and I quite possibly will go to indiscernible babbling should these voices disappear. This is another ironic point since most people will go to the said indiscernible babbling should they start hearing voices. Now enough about me, how do YOU think?

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